For those who have been wondering where I am, what I have been doing, and more importantly why I have not blogged in several months, the title of this new blog post should give you an idea as to what has been going on. As a dancer, I have always given the impression to the outside world of being quite stoic no matter what is going on around me. My heart may be breaking or my life may feel as if it is spinning out of control, but I will always project an air of grace, poise,